Sunday, December 14, 2008

Ignorance is Bliss

I am a chicken shit. Truly. I know I could test right now and have a good idea if this worked or not, but I am scared beyond words. I am going to wait until Tuesday and find out with the blood test. Here are the facts:

Beta is Tuesday
Right now I have:
-Sore ta-tas (probably from the progesterone)
-Metallic taste in mouth (known as an early pregnancy sign)
-nausea at time
-pains in lower abdomen (twinges, slight pulls)

So honestly, it could go both ways. Anyone dealing with IF knows that the drugs you are on during the 2ww can make these symptoms just as easy as actually being preggo. I want this Christmas wish so badly, but I know it could possibly not happen. My family and friends have no idea when I am testing so I won't have all the pressure this time.

Still keeping my fingers crossed.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Good luck ... I know you don't know me but I can't wait to hear your good news.