Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Bad News

Beta came back negative. My body was playing tricks on me and I am heartbroken..... again. Strangely the emotions are not as outward. I am pushing it down, not intentionally, but I know where they are going. Put on my game face. Story of my life.

You would think I would have some good news at some point. It doesn't seem to be in the cards. Part of me wants to hang this up and get on with life. I have lost a lot of myself during the past 2 years. I don't feel the same. I don't feel like myself. I just want to feel like I have accomplished something. I have too many failures under my belt.

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