Friday, June 8, 2012

Forget how much it hurts and try again...


Yesterday was the start of our last fresh IVF. I had bloodwork drawn, a baseline u/s and everything looks good to go. It took us a long time to get to this point. I am still unsure of where we are and what we are truly doing. My heart is torn, one missing Sophia, the other feeling bad for trying to replace what we miss so very much.

My medical team... yes, I have a team, are very much behind us in every way. They are ultra protective and only want to see us come home with a bundle of joy. I have a wonderful community of ladies who are rooting for us in every way, and our families are on high alert, hoping and wishing us all the best.

So it is... Game on!

7 comments:

Mellow said...

Hopeful for you. There will never be a replacement for what you lost, a new baby is just new hope for your future. I am excited for you!

Abby said...

You have been in my thoughts and wishing you all the luck in the world!

Courtney said...

You definitely have a lot of love and support behind you! I can't wait to spend time on the beach with you! <3

Cath said...

Been reading your blog for some time. So excited you are cycling again. You will be in my prayers.

I can haz babyz? said...

I have everything crossed for you!!! Sending you and your DH lots and lots of GL and PPV's!

cjdubs13 said...

Praying this works for you. Best wishes. You will never replace what you lost but may find happiness you deserve.

t.bird said...

my fingers are crossed & prayers are said- <3